Didien's World

 Merdekaku Merdeka! Merdeka! Kata merdeka berkumandang di mana-mana. Diteriakkan dengan semangat membara. Penuh harapan seluas samudra. Merdekaku mungkin lain dengan merdekamu. Aku tidak tahu arti merdeka bagimu. Setiap orang punya arti merdeka yang berbeda. Tak bisa kupaksakan arti merdekaku pada semua. Merdeka sering diartikan penjajahan sirna. Lepas dari penjajahan oleh siapa? Tiada penjajahan dari apa? Sirnanya penjajahan dari apa dan siapa? Merdekaku mungkin beda dengan merdekamu. Merdekaku ketika aku menjadi diriku Menjalani hidup yang kudamba  Tanpa ada paksaan dan tuntutan padaku. Merdekaku tak diukur dari harta dunia Tak dipandang karna jabatan. Tak didengar dari riuhnya sorak menggema. Merdekaku ketika aku bangga apa adanya.

Pahlawan Sejatiku Pahlawan sejatiku. Kau adalah pahlawanku. Selalu berjuang dan mendukungku Berkorban jiwa raga tanpa ragu untukku Kau tampak bersahaja di mana saja. Kapan saja Kau selalu mendoakanku. Anakmu yang sering meminta apa saja. Bahkan menggapai bintang yang jauh disana. Kau senantiasa menemani dalam asa. Asa yang menguatkan selalu Disaat hati ingin menyerah tanpa asa. Kau bangkitkan dan kokohkan selalu. Pahlawan sejatiku adalah ayahku Aku selalu membutuhkanmu selalu. Setiap untaian nafasku selalu ada Kamu. Dalam doa yang selalu kupanjatkan untukmu. Ayahku yang tak pernah menyerah untukku. Kau mengukir dan menempaku melalui waktu. Takkan pernah aku bisa bertahan tanpamu. Melewati semua rintangan yang menerjangku. Walau kini Kau sudah tiada. Sosokmu selalu menjadi inspirasiku. Menapaki hidup dengan benar dan bahagia. Seperti ajaran yang Kau ukir dalam hidupku. Terima Kasih Para Pahlawan Sosokmu mungkin tak banyak yang tahu. Makammu juga bukan di makam pahlawan. Terbaring damai ...

Last Sunday, my colleague and I went to Jati Malang Beach by motor bikes. We rode our motorbikes by ourselves. I came to my coleague house to pick her and then we went to the beach together. We went through Purwodadi. Along the toad there we saw many bikers riding their bikes enjoying Sunday with their friends. At the beach, we found a place to sit on the sand and enjoyed seeing the beauty of South Sea. We talked about many things and we also ate fruit salad made by my colleague, There were many people and children enjoying playing with their friends or families in the beach. The weather was so nice. There were also some fishermen boats going fishing to the middle of the South Sea. It was beautiful and meaniingful seeing the other side of life. Before going home, we went to a fishing market. We bought some fish and fried antlions. That was a nice Sunday.

Actually, I wanna scream so loudly because a lot of things don't run well. I can't do my tasks because my body is so terrible. It is so annoying. Then, I realize I must be grateful I am still alive. Yeah, it is not easy for other people seeing me sick. I act as if I am okay and healthy. No indication that I am not okay, but I am. I don't want to be mocked and bullied because of my weak body. I have succeeded making other people believe that I am okay. Yeeeeeeaaaah .... Hopefully, Allah always gives me health, goodness, peace, wealth, comfort, and other good things in my life. No matter what happens in my life, I am very grateful. ALHAMDULILLAH 💞❤💕

Maturity is not about age. There are old people who are childish and irresponsible. They even use their old age to oppress others and act like nothing happens. Maturity is the ability to respond to the environment to be aware, behave and  act accordingly based on tbe norms, rules and ethics. We must be able to conquer our ego and self will to act and behave with other people in the society. It needs a lot of self sacrifice and patience to deal with many unpredictable people and things in daily life. It is not easy but it must be done well. As mature people, we must be able to behave and act well without loosing ourselves. Be mature. It is worthy. 💕❤💞

Living in this world is full of surprises. It is also full of ups downs that make people confused, frustated, happy, exaggerated and other human feelings. If we always push everything to be like what we want, we will not learn a lot of useful important things in our lives. Other people may say what they want, that's their choices. We cannot forbid this and that. We have our own rights to live in this world but we must take all the consequences of what we choose. We are free to choose but we are not free from the consequences. Just flow like water. Let life flow. Whatever will be, will be. 💞❤💕

Often people think other people's reactions when they want to do something in their lives. They think about that from various sides and after thinking it over and over again, they cancel doing what they want to do. I don't want to be like that. Though I do good things, people still judge and say whatever they want. Just do whatever we want to do as long as it is good and obey rules and norms. We will not do anything if we are afraid seeing people's reactions. Just do it! 💝❤💖