I am not the person I used to be.

 You may regret what you did.

You may think those never happened.

It had already happened.

It had ruined my life.


You may ask for apologize.

You may say you have changed.

You may say you want to fix everything.

You have destroyed my trust.


I don't trust you anymore.

I don't love you at all.

I don't also hate you.

I know the real you.


You have passed  on my life path.

Making a lot of destructions and damages.

Leaving deep wounds and scars.

I am not the person I used to be.


Thanks a lot for teaching me.

The evil and bad things of the world.

That I never imagine I know.

From the man I tbought  he love  me.


Dien 12122012

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