Merdekaku Merdeka! Merdeka! Kata merdeka berkumandang di mana-mana. Diteriakkan dengan semangat membara. Penuh harapan seluas samudra. Merdekaku mungkin lain dengan merdekamu. Aku tidak tahu arti merdeka bagimu. Setiap orang punya arti merdeka yang berbeda. Tak bisa kupaksakan arti merdekaku pada semua. Merdeka sering diartikan penjajahan sirna. Lepas dari penjajahan oleh siapa? Tiada penjajahan dari apa? Sirnanya penjajahan dari apa dan siapa? Merdekaku mungkin beda dengan merdekamu. Merdekaku ketika aku menjadi diriku Menjalani hidup yang kudamba Tanpa ada paksaan dan tuntutan padaku. Merdekaku tak diukur dari harta dunia Tak dipandang karna jabatan. Tak didengar dari riuhnya sorak menggema. Merdekaku ketika aku bangga apa adanya.
Remembering what you have done for me . Is one of beautiful moments in my life. I may regret I didn't realize that at that time. I always suppose that you are my best pal. Knowing that you have a different life. Sadden me and torture my heart. It breaks down into pieces. Scatter everywhere leaving me empty. Crying and regretting may not help me. Begging is also useless to ask you stay. What I can do is just praying for the beat. For you and me as we are just God's creatures. If God doesn't allow us to share our lives. He must have a better plan for us. I really believe in Him. His plans are always the best. Dien 13122021
I know I can't force you to love me. I will not force you if I can. It is not a true love. That love must be free. If you really love me, you will do it. Without being aaked or forced. You just do it without feeling doubt. You will show me your love. If you don't love me, it's okay. I love me, really love myself. I know myself. I still love me, always. Dien 27122021
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