Didien's World

You may not know how deep I love you. You may not understand you encourage me. You may not feel how much I miss you. Even I don't know and understand that. You motivate me day by day. You encourage me to step forward. You tell me ineresting and amazing things. Though you struggle a lot in your life. I am so sorry I don't know what you feel. I don't understand what you have gone through. I thought everything runs well. You live well and happily. You don't tell me at all. You just keep silent hiding your pains I know nothing about your miseries. The bitter life experience you have gone through. I wish I knew what you had gone through. I would hug you tightly in my arms. Hoping it would heal your wounds and pains. Making you smile and laugh happily again. My Dear , I don't know what the future will bring. Hopefully, nice good things will come and stay with us. To live happily ever after in this world. Facing everything, every good and bad things together. Dien 01012022

New Year 2022 has come. A year, 2021, has passed. We come to the next step of our life. A new chapter of our journey. Many people celebrate new year to make it special. They go to some certain places to gather celebrating it. With their friends, colleagues or families. Making wonderful and unforgettable memories. Some people prefer staying home contemplating. Some people just do whatever they usually do. They think a new year is a common event. Nothing special about it. I think a new year is an ordinary day. It is a day off, of course, for workers and many people. For me, it is like another day. I must fill it with joy and happiness, no matter what. Though a new year is like another day for me. I don't underestimate others who celebrate it. We have different points of views about it. Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2022 for all of you.  Hopefully, this new year brings a lot of happiness. Healing wounds, pains, miseries, hurts and damages in the world. Making a betterment in every aspects of...

 Don’t listen to gossip Ignore what people say about you Design your own life Look for the good in every situation Develop an attitude of gratitude Laugh more Once it’s past let it go. Dien 31122017

 Learning is a way of life.. Always be curious about everything in our life. There are a lot of beautiful unpredictable amazing things. We can't even imagine and think about. Many wonderful unimaginable stuffs and creatures in rhe universe. The more we learn, the more we don't know. There will be endless seeking and learning. Amazing, courageous  wonderful and unbeliavable journey. Dien 31122012

Many people say being single is not okay.  It is incomplete. It is like our lives will be boring and useless. Is it true? I don't think so. I am living alone in my house after getting divorced in 2005. My father accompanied me until 2007. He decided to remarry.  Do you think I am lonely? I don't think so. I have so many things to do. I enjoy my life.  Some people look down on me because of my marital status. What is the ptoblem? I can live by myself without interrupting and disturbing others. I don't understand how they think Having a family is nice if there are love and understanding. If there are not, it will be very hard to have that kind of relationship. I ever married so I know how it feels.  It is not nice at all. That is one of the most valuable lessons for me. Not judging others based on their marital status. We don't know what they have gone through. No matter what and how others live, always appreciate. The world is full of problems that haven't solved yet...

    Berita pengungkapan kebobrokan dan penggelapan uang di perusahaan semakin gencar diberitakan di media massa. Para karyawan pabrik sampai melakukan demo di jalan agar masalah itu diselesaikan dan para pelakunya di hukum berat.  "Mengapa Kamu masih bertahan membela orang itu?", tanya Andi dengan muka sangat heran. *Emang Dia siapamu?" "Keluargamu?" "Saudaramu?" "Temanmu?" Aku hanya mampu menggelengkan kepalaku. Andi berusaha membujuk dengan menjelaskan segala resiko yang akan aku hadapi kalau aku terus berusaha ikut mengungkap persoalan itu. Namun, aku tetap pada pendirianku untuk tetap berjuang membuka masalah-masalah di perusahaan. "Kalau aku nggak membelanya, dia bisa mati.", jawabku. "Biarin aja dia mati. Itu resiko dia berani mengungkap kebobrokan dan penggelapan uang perusahaan." kata Andi dengan geram. "Andi! Kamu tega itu terjadi padanya?", tanyaku dengan geram. "Daripada Kamu yang mati.", ...

  Di sebuah padang rumput yang permai, Dani, seekor lebah jantan yang sedang mencari nektar di bunga-bunga yang tumbuh di sana. Ketika Dani Lebah sedang hinggap di sebuah bunga yang sedang mekar, Dani melihat seekor kupu-kupu yang berwarna merah berbintik-bintik kuning sedang terbang ke sana kemari di antara bunga-bunga yang sedang mekar. Melihat seekor kupu-kupu yang cantik dan tampak bergembira, Dani kemudian menyapanya. Hai, Kupu-Kupu. Siapa namamu? Aku Dani, si Lebah.  Kupu-kuou itu menoleh dan menjawab,  Namaku Dewi. Apa kabar, Dani? Dani Si Lebah menjawab,  Kabarku baik-baik saja.  Bagaimana denganmu? Dewi si Kupu-kupu menjawab,  Aku juga baik-baik saja. Sejak saat itu, Dani si Lebah dan Dewi, si Kuou-kupu berteman baik. Mereka sering terlihat terbang berdua di padang rumput.  Musim berganti musim. Cuaca tidak sama lagi seperti dulu. Padang rumput menjadi gersang dan semua tumbuhan di sekitarnya juga mengering. Daun-daun berguguran dan bunga-bung...

  Memandangi fotomu di atas meja belajarku membuatku tersenyum tersipu malu. Masih kuingat pembicaraan kita terakhir kali. Aku akan menunggumu sampai kamu selesai dengan tugas belajarmu selesai dan kita akan melanjutkan hubungan kita ke jenjang pernikahan. Bukan hal yang mudah untuk dilakukan untuk tetap teguh memegang kesetiaan padamu. Begitu banyak godaan di kala sepi dan sendiri. Segera kutepis dengan rasa gembira saat nanti berjumpa denganmu.  Hari demi hari kulalui dengan langkah pasti dan harapan yang semakin membuncah mengahrapkan kamu kembali. Pesan-pesan yang selalu kutuliskan untukmu adalah ungkapan rasa rindu yang semakin menggelora hari demi hari. Aku tahu kamu juga merasakan hal yang sama di belahan bumi yang berbeda. Panggilan video di saat senggangmu menghapus semua gundah gulanaku. Melihat senyum dan binar matamu memberiku semangat untuk selalu setia.  Menunggumu dengan setia menjadi hal yang mudah karena aku yakin kamu akan menepati janjimu. Janji yang se...

"Mengapa Kamu masih bertahan membela orang itu?" tanya Andi dengan muka sangat heran. *Emang Dia siapamu?" "Keluargamu?" "Saudaramu?" "Temanmu?" Aku hanya mampu menggelengkan kepalaku. "Nah. Untuk apa Kamu membelanya? Sikapmu itu membahayakanmu. Hidupmu dalam bahaya kalau Kamu bersikeras membelanya. Kamu tahu kan?" desak Andi yang semakin tak sabar melihatku menatapnya dengan tajam. ^Ya, aku tahu. Aku tahu resikonya. Aku bisa saja mati dibunuh karena membelanya.", jawabku lirih. "Kamu tahu itu dan masih ngotot membelanya. Untuk apa? Kurang kerjaan amat.", kata Andi dengan geram.  "Kalau aku nggak membelanya, dia bisa mati.", jawabku. "Biarin aja dia mati. Itu resiko dia berani mengungkap kebobrokan dan penggelapan uang perusahaan." kata Andi dengan geram. "Andi! Kamu tega itu terjadi padanya?" tanyaku dengan geram. "Daripada Kamu yang mati.", jawab Andi sambil memalingkan mukan...

 Dad, I never imagine you would die so soon.  I thought you would always be my side forever. Accompanying and taking care of me, always. I was really shocked hearing your death. I thought you would get well and live healthily I always thought you could walk and do your activities again. I always hoped you came and did whatever you usually did. I thought you would never leave me.  Without you, my life is not the same.  You are the sun of my life. It is like living in the dark, seeing nothing. I am empty without you. Dien 27122021

I know I can't force you to love me. I will not force you if I can. It is not a true love. That love must be free. If you really love me, you will do it. Without being aaked or forced. You just do it without feeling doubt. You will show me your love. If you don't love me, it's okay. I love me, really love myself. I know myself. I still love me, always. Dien 27122021

I love you, Mom. I always love you. You are my inspiration. You are my everything. It's not about Mother's Day celebrated in Indonesia. It is about you who do everything for your children. I love you every day, not only on Mother's Day. You are always in my mind and heart. Though you are not at my side physically. I know you are always with me. Accompanying and taking care of me. I am really sure that you do that. I am so sorry for not fulfilling your dreams. I can't do that for the sake of love or whatever. That's not only breaking your heart but also mine. Yeah, that's beyond our thoughts and imagination. Hopefully you are always happy in your world. I try my best to live in my world without you. One day, we will meet again. We can be together forever.  Dien 22122021

When I bought fried tofu and tempe in my neighbour who sold snacks, rice and drinks in the night in the corner of my village intersection, I stayed with her for a while accompanying her wrapping the rice and the side dishes.  While doing that, we talked about our lives. We shared our problems and ideas, expressed our emotions about many things happened in our environment. Many things we talked from our different points of views.  Until she told me about the behaviour of our neighbour's grandson who held her hen so tightly until it died in his hands. His mother watched her son action without telling and warning him. She just let her son do that.  What a mother! How could she do that? She is an undergraduate degree woman. She must know how to raise her son well. She is an educated woman though she is a house wife. She dedicates her life to take care of her husband and children well. I don't understand it at all. She also kept silent looking at her son dumping trash and thro...

My Dear,  You may doubt me for loving you. You may question my feeling. You may not believe in me. I also have the same feeling. Do I love you? Do I really want you in my life? Do I want to spend my life with you? Those questions also arise. I also question my feeling. I don't know about it. It just happens. If we are meant to be, we will be together. If we are not meant to be, just be happy. With you or without you, life must go on. Hopefully, we are always happy with our lives.  Dien 14122021

No matter how many problems we have. How many people hate and ignore us. How many debts we have. Choose to live happily. We don't know tomorrow may bring. We don't know what will happen. Always believe that God is the best planner. He knows exactly what He plans and do, Rely on God, always. Believe in Him, always. He will save and help His creatures. He is the best of the best. Just be patient and resilient. Nothing can happen without His permission. Be relax and happy. We are in His protection.  Dien 14122021

My colleague's mother passed away this afternoon after being hit by a motorcycle yesterday. She was unconcious and then comma, a brain bleeding, and finally passed away today in the hospital. I know her because she ever taught me how to make egg rolls.  Hopefully, you rest in peace  My Dear Colleague Mother. 

Remembering what you have done for me . Is one of beautiful moments in my life. I may regret I didn't realize that at that time. I always suppose that you are my best pal. Knowing that you have a different life. Sadden me and torture my heart. It breaks down into pieces. Scatter everywhere leaving me empty. Crying and regretting may not help me. Begging is also useless to ask you stay. What I can do is just praying for the beat. For you and me as we are just God's creatures. If God doesn't allow us to share our lives. He must have a better plan for us. I really believe in Him.  His plans are always the best. Dien 13122021

 It's hard to let it go. It's easy to say it. Like nothing happens. It really happens and shakes my entire life. Can I deny it? Can I hide it? Can I ignore it? Can I ...? I don't think I can do that. You say that I must be able to get over it. You say that we can't get whatever we want in real life. You say .... Whatever you say, I am in a mess, a really mess. Don't you know that? I think you know.  You really know that. You have felt what I feel. I am so sorry that I know nothing about your life. You didn't tell me at all. So sorry for that. Life is a unpredictable journey. You have crossed my life path. Bringing beautiful memories I will keep forever. Thanks a lot for passing by. Though we may not be in the same journey again. You are still one of the sweetest things in my life journey. Thanks a lot, My Dear.  Dien 13122021

Kata frekuensi sering dikaitkan dengan gelombang radio, listrik atau hal-hal yang berkaitan dengan itu. Jarang sekali orang menghubungkan kata frekuensi dengan kemampuan seseorang dalam memandang suatu hal atau peristiwa.  Menjadi sangat sulit dalam berkomunikasi jika baik pembicara atau pendengar mempunyai frekuensi yang berbeda. Akan terjadi perbedaan pendapat atau bahkan sampai perdebatan yang panjang, alot dan berkelanjutan jika kedua belah pihak tidak berniat menyamakan definisi, atau apapun namanya agar terjadi kesamaan pemahaman tentang hal yang sedang dibicarakan, dengan kata lain menyamakan frekuensi.  Bukan hal yang mudah menyamakan frekuensi. Diperlukan kerendahan hati, itikat baik, kebersihan hati, dan juga kemauan yang besar untuk mengalahkan ego masing-masing agar komunikasi bisa berjalan baik dan lancar.  Tanpa menyamakan frekuensi ketika kita berkomunikasi dengan orang lain tentang sesuatu, hampir bisa dipastikan akan muncul kesalahpahaman, ketidaknyamanan...

 Waking up early in the morning thinking of you. Trying hard to ignore my feeling. It fails again and again. You always come in my mind. Like the water flowing unstoppable. Like the sun shinning its shine to the world. Like the air filling the world to make it breathe. Like the rain falling from the sky to make the world fresh. That's why I fail ignoring you. You are my necessity. I am like a plant which always look for you. For your love, protection, guidance and clues. You may be out of my hands. You may be far away. For sure, I don't care about that. You are always in my mind and heart. Dien 13122021

Loving you is a beautiful gift. It is like flying freely in the sky. Watching beautiful world from above. Adoring and appreciating God's creations. Loving you is not a force. It is like finding a source of water. To support my life and fill it with joy. Feeling like I find abundance of life. Loving you makes me alive. You are the heart of my life. Filling me with energy and enthusiasm. Burning me like huge flame. Loving you gives me enormous energy. For living in this unpredictable world. You are always in my heart, My Love. You are the love of my life.  Dien 12122012

 You may regret what you did. You may think those never happened. It had already happened. It had ruined my life. You may ask for apologize. You may say you have changed. You may say you want to fix everything. You have destroyed my trust. I don't trust you anymore. I don't love you at all. I don't also hate you. I know the real you. You have passed  on my life path. Making a lot of destructions and damages. Leaving deep wounds and scars. I am not the person I used to be. Thanks a lot for teaching me. The evil and bad things of the world. That I never imagine I know. From the man I tbought  he love  me. Dien 12122012

 You may say this and that. Though you know bothing. Acting you know everything. Like a master of the masters, I just don't care whatever you say. Your mean words don't feed me. I must work hard for my life. That pays me for a living. If you think you are the champion. Suppose that you are the champion. I don't waste my time for you. I have my own life. Be happy with what you do. I am happy with what I do. We have different lives. Though we live in the same world. Whatever you say and do, up to you, I don't care at all. Whatever you say and do, that's you. I love what and who I am.  Dien 12122012

I know you love me like I love you. I know you want me like I want you. The problem is both of us are arrogant. We are afraid to be rejected. You have shown signals to attract me. I refuse to know those signals as love signs. You are my good friend. I deny to see those as love signs. An attractive girl came to you. You were in love with her. Asking me about my love for you. I didn't give a good answer. You moved on and have a relationship with her. Even you proposed her to be your wife. Hearing that shocked me. I just prayed for your happiness. Time flies so fast. I don't hear your marriage. I hear your relationship break.  I am so sorry for that. If .... .... .... .... So many if in my head. But what can I do? Let it flow. If it is meant to be, it will happen. Dien 12122012

Guru vs Robot? Sebelum membahas lebih jauh antara guru melawan robot, perlu disamakan dulu definisi guru dan robot.  Guru sering diartikan sebagai sesosok manusia yang mengajar dan mendidik murid-murid di dalam kelas di sekolah formal.  Robot sering diartikan semacam mesin yang sering digunakan untuk membantu manusia dalam menyelesaikan pekerjaannya.  Mengapa perlu disamakan dulu definisi guru dan robot, agar tidak terjadi perbedaan pendapat yang semakin dalam dan tak berujung pangkal. Kalau guru diartikan sebagai sesosok manusia yang mengajar dan mendidik siswa di kelas agar menjadi manusia yang berpengetahuan dan berkarakter mulia, sulit sepertinya kalau tugas-tugasnya digantikan oleh robot yang buatan manusia secanggih apapun modelnya.  Dasar Pemikiran 1. Guru mempunyai otak dan hati, sedangkan robot tidak mempunyai hati walau robot dapat diprogram untuk melakukan pekerjaan yang menjadi tugasnya melalui pemrograman yang dilakukan oleh pembuatnya yaitu manusia. Men...